I am feeling very sad and depressed right now. School has started and it's already kicking me in the ass. I've gone 2 weeks without blogging, youtubing or even reading any news on my favorite boys. Omg..I'm dying to know what's going on!! I feel so incomplete...=(
Everyday at school I'm wishing/hoping that I am on summer break, or at home doing what I usually do during summer break. I keep telling myself that I only have one more year...2 semesters left of school and then I'll be done..but just thinking about it..as much as I know that time will fly by quickly..it just seems forever to me. Especially thinking/knowing how much I will be missing out on all my SS501 & 2PM news. I'm more sad about not knowing anything about SS501 right now since they are on tour and what not.
I'm finally taking time out of my busy schedule to blog as of now, since it's labor day weekend. Gosh...I wish it's a holiday everyday so that I won't have to go to school. I'm dreading school so much, especially now that I'm President of SFSU ASID Student Chapter. It's ridiculous how busy I get now. I've never imagined myself to be this busy. Usually I can still slack off or what not for a while when I get home but now it seems like I'm moving nonstop.
I'm still in the process of finding myself another job...but when am I not saying that right? So far I haven't really found any luck in finding a job since my school schedule is conflicting big time, especially with all my design events and meetings! Gosh..this is crazy. I've even opted for a student loan..which I vowed never to get. Urghhh...things are getting worse and worse by the moment. I am getting so depressed at the fact that things doesn't seem to go my way at all.
And you know what's making things worse for me?! Tell me why my brother is going to Korea next month for 8 days and only paying 800ish for flight and hotel? How freakin' awesome is that? I'm soooo freakin' jealous...but even if I can afford to go...I don't have the time/schedule to go because of school! Once again school is ruining my life!!!
So here's the deal!Basically, I don't even have time to even check what's going on with my boys..and if I do I don't think I'll have the time to blog..esp with pictures. I'll try to as much as possible but...if anyone out there...ANYONE READING MY BLOGGG AT ALLL...PLEASE UPDATE ME WITH THESE BOYS INFO!!!!!!!!! IT'LL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED AND YOU WILL MAKE MY LIFE WONDERFUL...BRIGHTENING UP MY DEPRESSING SCHOOL LIFE! =)
SARANGHAE TO THOSE READING THIS!!